금요일, 3월 18, 2005
S.I.A.N
Im blogging more frequently than i shld have been today. Its all wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. Everything is not fallin into their designated places as they shld have did. Why? Why issit that sometimes no matter how hard u try, nothing jus seems right? I know perfectly well that im in no position to be complaining. She's the one who will come out of this whole thing hurt, not me. And i dowan to see that. I really dun. She has been my good friend in the past, present n always will be in the future. But now, im so scared that i will lose her to some stupid guy. Ok fine i know im being mean to the guy and he is my friend also but still...i just cun accept that our friendship might be destroyed at the hands of a guy.
I finally did e unthinkable. I told her. N now im damned pissed off at the guy. Can avoiding be even considered as a way to solve problems? He refuses to go online n he even switches off his hp. He better give me a good reason why he did that. Cos im getting fed up now.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:54 PM